I had a dream of churches abandoned and desolated, windows smashed and graffiti on the walls..?

There were pigeons in the rafters, their droppings all over the overturned and broken pews. This made me sad and kind of responsible because I as an atheist have contributed to the downfall of religion. Has religion become so much a part of us that even a strong unbeliever can be moved to tears by its demise?